Onward...

My chemical pregnancy (#4 for those counting, 6th loss overall) has quickly resolved itself.  I'm starting a new FET cycle tonight, with an estimated FET on June 12th.

Please let this work.  I'm exhausted from trying.

Still in limbo

Beta was 25 today. I know it's a chemical. One more draw on Thursday. 

This mornings test. So dark for 25. Crazy. 

Limbo - 12dp5dt

This mornings test is considerably darker than before. 

Welcome to limbo. Going tomorrow for a repeat beta. Not holding out any hope but staying on my meds, just in case. 

Please let me be the exception to the rule. 

Chemical...

Just had my beta at 9dp5dt and it was a 10.  That means its a chemical pregnancy.  They are going to want to follow it to <5, but hopefully that will be by Monday or Tuesday.

Waiting on the RE to call.  I am going to go right into another FET cycle - hoping I can do lupron right away instead of bcp.  I don't really understand the point of the bcp.

I am not meant to have a January baby.