Okay okay. I know you're not a religious person so when I tell you all of this just replace God with universe. :)
Anyway, last year after I lost the quads, a bird built a nest and laid four eggs in my bathroom window. I became obsessed with these birds as if they were my lost babies. I watched them every day. I had a dream they hatched and Lo and behold, they were hatched the next day. On bereaved Mother's Day. To me, that was God speaking to me. Telling me new life was coming. Old Indian folklore says "when feathers appear, angels are near". I was pregnant two months later with Miles.
Well, momma bird came back and just laid her eggs! There were only three and I was weirdly bummed. But I still thought it was neat she came back. Anyway, I spent some time in prayer after you announced your beta today and I went to check on the eggs and there are now four!!!! There were three just yesterday and the days before. Then I got to thinking. The eggs showed up the day you announced your bfp and the fourth appeared on beta day! I pray so hard these baby birds are yours this year and you get the baby you so deserve. Please know I want this so badly for you and am rooting you and your baby/babies on!!!!
