Today I am 9w2d or 10w1d, depending on if you go by my FET date or the due date they gave me at my dating scan. Either way, nothing new to report.
I had some spotting on Friday, just brown. It went away quickly and I'm convinced it is from progesterone either irritating my lady parts, or I inserted it too high. I'm been inserting it less deep since and haven't had any more spotting.
My next doctors appt isn't until July 9th, when I will be either 10w4d or 11w3d. I'm really nervous because that will be the ultrasound that tells me if I'm still pregnant, if there is still cardiac activity, if the baby is growing as he/she should. I'm so fearful about this appointment and freak out every minute that I don't feel pregnant. I feel like if I can get past that appointment, I will finally start to let myself "be" pregnant and won't qualify every statement or feeling with "if I stay pregnant".
